Creative Meanderings

My ramblings and wanderings through life

  • Just a note to say that I have posted on Blogger regarding my “travel” to the UAE, but will soon return to “Going Mental” as Abu Dhabi becomes home… Enjoy the blogger version!!! -T

  • January 31, 2009 at 10:40am, I left Japan with this as my view from the airplane.February 1, 2009 at 7:45am, I awoke with a view of this: A new chapter of my life is beginning. It is bittersweet as I have left my heart in Japan, but I am also eager to try a new adventure. Today was an interesting day. More details on that to come soon as I will eventually write…

  • It’s all too much to bearThat each time I start to really careMy heart is rejected and brokenMemories are my only token I’ve questioned if God just hates meI’ve questioned if there is something I can’t seeI’ve questioned if it’s not me, then who?‘Cuz obviously, it’s not just you. All I want is to be loved and allowed to loveOf all things – time, space, location – for it to be aboveBecause I…

  • Fear of hurt, failure, disappointment, sadnessFear of the unknownFear of what might be or rather what might not be…Fear is what holds you back from love Despite the strong feelingsDespite the physical attractionDespite the spiritual connectionDespite these things you hold back from love How can you let it all go to waste?How can you let it all pass us both by?Why won’t you even give it a try?Why won’t you even give it…

  • There is so much I want to say to youAnd yet, I find it is not yet something I can do. There is so much I want to feelAnd yet, I find there are still pieces needing to heal. There is so much I want to knowAnd yet, I am not certain where to go. There is so much…and yet not enough. -T~January 11, 2009

  • Some words are meant to bring laughterSome words are meant to bring tearsSome words are meant to healSome words are meant to hurtSome words… are lacking in expressing enoughlackiing in accuracy of the feelings to be sharedlacking in hopelacking in encouragementlacking in …. love Words can be weaponsWords can be bridgesWords can be painfulWords can be upliftingWords can be … more than we will ever know or truly understand. -T~ January 11, 2009

  • Thought it might be good to change up the content a bit. I can’t believe that I have been writing so much poetry. It’s been years since I’ve had the desire to write again. Too many years spent silent, unhappy in the dark. So much to say and yet no way to say it all. Poems express succinctly the deeper feelings within my soul. Though I write often in my diary, I do…

  • My heart is still paused in a hope.But I fear with the negative is what I will have to cope. “Don’t overthink”, I am told.But I feel as if what was started could be turning cold. Time is quickly passing by…Tonight I let myself truly cry. Too much I already careWanting to trust, to love is this snare. Do you feel the same?Or is it still too much to give this a name?…

  • For a moment I’d like to know you.For a moment I’d like to meet you.For a moment I’d like to be accepted by you. For a moment I’d like to feel your arms.For a moment I’d like to hear “I’ve missed you”.For a moment I’d like to be truly loved by you. Will that moment ever come? For a moment I’d like to know where I came from.For a moment I’d like to…

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