You’ve gone and I feel relief
Our time together was very brief
But filled with ups and downs
Sometimes I felt like I was going to drown

in your kisses
in our arguments
in your eyes
in our differences
in your arms
in our opposites

You said you really care about me
But how can that be?
I asked you, “What does that mean?”
For this was never what it may seem….

did we ever date?
did we ever have a relationship?
did you ever understand my heart wasn’t yours?
did you ever accept we could never really be?

You are gone now
I hope that somehow
All the pieces will mend
As we stay friends.

-T
~April 17, 2009