Category: Going Mental
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The F Word
Yesterday, I wrote about my dark mood thinking that it was ‘frustration’, but that didn’t quite seem to fit. As I let it sit for the night and enjoyed being “lazy” for an evening, it freed my mind to be able to reflect and relax. This morning, during my meditation, a more accurate explanation came…
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Dark Spot
Frustration. Is that the word I am looking for? I am not sure. It feels right at the moment. What do I have to be frustrated about, though? Life on the whole is good. We finally have money coming in regularly. Our rent gets paid on time every month. The bills are getting paid. We…
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Can I Reset?
You know those mornings when you open your eyes and you just know it’s a day that should just be spent sleeping? Those days when you realize before it has begun that it is not going to go your way AT ALL? Well, that was this morning. Thankfully, at the time I am writing this,…
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Taking in the Moments
This morning as I begrudgingly prevented myself from feeling annoyed by my husband’s late schedule, in other words his presence and interruption to my daily routine, we were discussing life. Lately, we have both been quite busy and realized it would be quite easy to lose touch with one another. We thought about how having…
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Perseverance Testing
The temperatures have continued to drop, although still not quite as cold as it could be at this time of year. However, there is just enough bite in the air to make the early morning rise a mental battle each day. With the exception of a few days (like today), I have managed to get…
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Thank You Jet Lag
As I began to set my new goals for this year, I wondered how easy it would be to get into the routine I had laid out especially with a partner who loves to have a morning snuggle rather than get up and go. However, thanks to jet lag and no time to waste before…
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Happy 2018
Another year begins with the usual hopefulness of what possibilities lay ahead. As I look back on all that I had laid out last year when time was my frenemy and naivety was embraced with the fervor of those who have no idea what is in store for them. Although I still owe the story…
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Drafts
I was just looking through my posts on my phone app where I sometimes write drafts while on the move. I found these in the draft folder and thought I’d post them now even though they may not be pertinent at the moment. There are moments when I wonder why I don’t stay in the…
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A Catch Up
Who knew that it would be nearly two months before I would find myself free and focused enough to post again once I got my visa? 🤔 I started working full-time on the 1st of November, which fills my days without much time to think about other things. This is both good and bothersome to…
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Just in the Nick of Time….
When we made our escape from the desert, we really had no idea how we were going to make everything work given that we are not allowed to work legally under a tourist visa. Thankfully, we both found ways to get around this as we worked to establish our visas and settle into life in…